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What do i really want in this? Love? I was doing just fine by myself on my own, tell me how to stop this feeling. you came and swept me up by showing a lil fun. Now ive fallen deeply at u, am i done with this game? Tired of waiting and playing tis game called love. Again.. Vision of expectations and reality is nasty.. Theres no faith, miracle or meant to be in love, u chose frm start what u both wanna become towards future. Its all frm the start u set ur vision how u want ur faith, miracle or love to be..

OK’, its my birthday today. what happen last nite? mini red wine celebrate at hamz crib, then we went to mustafa and as usual we shop unnecessary stuff. went home watch movies and sleep wake up a fresh new 23rd bdae fr me n we went branch at great world city n i went back home and now lazing on my bed n aimlessly unknowing what to do on my bdae?? hmmm…. again my day is like a normal day.. alone and just by my self. i love me v much!! love…

Its just so hard to live with a mother who lied to her husband on house utility bills. a father who thought everything was taken care off well at home and their children job is to keep this secrets from not telling him what actually happen. and it kept living in me for 22yrs of my life. with this, the parent did not teach their kids how future looks like if ur have a home or a family, but instead i teach her how to structure a proper lifestyle for her as a mother and stop lying to her husband, and be truthful. that’s why i ran away from home since i was a teenager, and thought as i grew up tings changed, no. now she’s getting stronger at this game. i just pray for this nightmare to end.

Wow!

(via mynameiskrista)

Rich kids learn hip hop dance in studio, poor kids learn dance in the hood. Poor kids dream to be a choreographer and teach in studio, rich kids wannabe kids in the hood. Poor kids dream came true and says this is new, rich kids clingy on poor kids that’s what I knew. This is the cycle of urban lifestyle around you and its damn true.- maliq

yay!! i made thru nappytabs experience auditions, but i cant afford 430SGD to go to the next round. so my position is been replace to a person who afford to pay it to the next round. i did my best as always hahaa.. we audition as a talent, potential dancer and also a performer as what the judges wanted, too bad this audition also goes to the person have money, its all about money issue. tsk! *wish i am a billionaire so fucking bad…. i feel sad n yet lots of question line up my head, 1. i need to pay 430SGD to perform on the stage plus still need to get ur own costume daily expenses.. n so on.., 2. what if ur talented came frm the street and u dun have the money and u make thru the audition? disappointed? 3. u got the money but u still need to work harder to be a dancer but nt yet a performer, end up since u can pay, ur in the next round! due to the selected dancer who made thru the auditions but cant afford it, n self discharge frm the program. 4. do i need all this? no. i live life to the fullest and continue my journey.. to becoming a happy person.- love maliq

Ok I only have 3hr of sleep today due to the smell of my mom nasi goreng just now, I woke up eat and both my parent went out b’fast dating. -_-.. Today goin to be a fun day! Altho is tiring n stress. Well one ting I remind myself today, I dun call my self a profesional cuz the term is big, I only accept being called profesional by people who see my work effort n let they themself said it publicly. Well tats all will update tmblr soon kpo people!

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